Tuesday, August 9, 2011
Thanks fellow mate for asking and wanting to help, but i cant tell u everything.:( i want too, but i cant. U gotta understamd that i feel disturbed whenever i see father now. I wished mum never tell.
Still annoyed with my sister, she still not apologizing for what she did. Come'on girl, i told you not to and u still wore it. U lied about the wallet thingy and o apology from u. What a sister u are and u rather listen to aaron teo? Maybe he should seriously be yr bf. On a second note, maybe not. Since he asked you to disobey me. So whatever since both of u think i am a bitch and selfish! Thats just what u are gonna get from me. Well, maybe i should have been selfish all the way and not lend u my CDs and my GUITAR PICKS in the first place.
I think i should just quit seriously, i aint fit to be in that group while i am shouting vulgarities all over the place. I cant even handle my life, and u aspect me to help others? What kind of a teacher i am? How can i be mentoring the youth when i, myself is living a fucked up life?
Do u know how it feels like, when u see yr classmates studying and your the only one who dont seem to give a damn? It feels horrible. Its like i'm lacking behind in my studies, it makes you wanna study. Thats how i feel. And when i dont have the mood to study, while others are studying. Stress comes in and te feeling is so shitty. Thats how i feel most of the days, nowadays.
In conclusion, life sucks. I wisg i was back in secondary school where i had good friends who knows how to relax and study at the same time. While in poly, everyone seems to be a mugger, and to keep up with them i have to srudy 24/7. What a life i have?
10:35 PM
