Thursday, June 30, 2011
I've made up my mind but how am i to carry out the plan?
I dont wanna belike those girls who are selfish. I care for people, my friends.
I guess the time will have to come. God, Family and my friends, studies are the main importance of my life. Not relationship.
On top of that i would like to thank one of the HT during p4 camp for twlling me about my attitude. i almost cried, it was a wake up call to say that GOD the FATHER is the most important. Thank you loads!
I would also like to thank the Lord foe giving me the energy to allow me to do his work past midnight in church and still being able to survive during school hours! :)
By the way, after a minute out of church. I'm missing my qahal more and more!
I'm soo sorry to my stc friends if i havent been able to go out and talk to you for this past few weeks! I'll make it up somehow. Pls understand me! Love you all loads and i miss you girls!
1:11 AM
Monday, June 13, 2011
hi. back again for the second time.
seeing what they are going through, family is important!
thank you God for giving me a Family. A Blessed one.
i should learn how to be sanctified with what i have.
there are people out there who are in a worse position compared to me.
another thing, that i have learnt today is to not judge a book by its cover.
He don't seem like the kind to use physical abuse on her.
i pity their kids. how could you? i thought u guys we're loving.
on a lighter note,
Happy Feast Day to every parishioners of St Antony of Padua!
10:49 PM
in the morning, i woke up and the thought was still lingering in my mind.
i feel that there is a need to tell them stuff. but something is holding me back.
i hope this feeling will end, it has to!
if it don't, this awkward me will always be around whenever i see you.
i have to do something before it get worst,
i just need to pull myself through.
p.s dont ask me what this is about.
it is non of yr concern or whatsoever.
12:49 PM
Ahhh!
Its getting worst and worst...
Its never ending;(
I donno what to do! And i cant bear to do such thing! and it is just plain weird!
I admit in the past i could not decide.
But after the past few months its never ending.
I just hope..... One day..... Maybe.....
12:41 AM
Sunday, June 5, 2011
I cant sleep!
I've been studying and been thinking abut things lately.
First off, exams starts tomorrow!:/ save me!
I've decided on something, to cut down on my spending and to study hard and give my parents a good life during their old age.
Why?
Kinda simple. My dad works shift hours, i bet u know that. During his off days, he tries to earn extra income. I feel that he is overworking himself:( and i feel bad. Like today, his been out the whole day, and he is still not asleep:( and he have to work full shift tomorrow. On top of that he gotta wake earlier to finish what gwhe has started:(
Reasons are because my family members are high maintanance, that includes me. I love spludging on good food, movies and clothes. I guess i gotta cut down from now on. I pray the rest of my family members will do that to.
Dear GOD,
Pls take good care of my dad!
1:08 AM
