i'm taking a break from studying.

i just spoil my hard drive:(

i got so many things to say, but i don't know where to start from.

lets take a look, school has been great, the friends i made there are somewhat amazing:)

as in, i like them.

lessons are boring, as usual. i'm somewhat more awake during practical and tutorial compared to lectures.

CTs around the conner and i am damn scared for biophysics:( i dont understand anything.

on top of that, biophysics test is approaching in 2 more days! SAVE ME!

my religious aspect of life, is like a roller-coaster i will say, sometimes i feel like giving up, but whenever that happens something/someone will bring me back to God. I guess i just need to have a deeper relationship with HIM. In order to understand why i am required to do his will.

REASON NUMBER 1. I AM BAPTIZE.

Next, my social life.... hmmm..more or less so-so. i don't get to meet my friends who i which to often due to school/church stuff. Not enough time to relax and hang out for a day! :(

at least i met priya for about two hours. and i get to see some pam gian in school.

other than that, i have not really met my stc friends:(

well, on a brighter note, i get to see my church peeps almost every week!:D

I HAVENT HANG OUT WITH SOMEONE FOR QUITE A LONG TIME:(

we only studied and had lunch together ever since school started:(

on sunday, i learn something,

i should not quit on God!:D

because i am baptize:) and forever i will be!

thanks for helping me go through my times of need.

CTs are just around the corner,

i need my A's badly:(

whats wrong with me?

at times i wonder why cant i get along with everybody? (referring to a specific group of people).

i need to change, but i don't know how to?

God, please help me or is this your will? it cant be what you asked because i got to love one another as how you love us right?

anyway, thank you for the past few days,

being with me through my times of need:)

please continue to teach me to be a better person.

on a lighter note, i'm finally gonna catch a movie with my family tomorrow!<3

i decided to join the same cca as my stc friends in np!:D

i know i've went bad to my old habit, and it sucks seriously.

leaving those stuff for school was not really my plan.

but no matter what, my grades are more important than doing those work.

YES, i do believe those stuff are equally important,

but so long as i believe in YOU i know my faith in you still continues.

i won't totally leave it aside, i promise. and i don't want to.